Finally ...!!! It's over ... ..

Hey hey hey, guess what ?? Exam's finallly over ..!! haa haa, so it's good or bad ?? It's not good ....!! Cos i knew that i bad a very stupid mistake for FA and i did it knowingly...!! SHouldn't have added in the stupipd revaluation gain into the income statement and i still stubbornly put iit in ..!! Damn it ...!! Why why why......, hope that it'll not pull down my grades by a lot man, really wanna do well for FA, cos it's my last chance to pull up my grades for other courses...!! Haa haa...... pray pray pray.....

And the ppl talk so much about going out and have a drink etc after the papers ?? chey, bluff ppl one loh... So disappointed..., everyone so sian after the exam tat all went home ..!! Haa haa, it's over lar, come on ppl, get a life ..!! (ops, i'm the one with no life n i'm saying this.)

Now's holiday. Finally have a break from smu..Or do i ? Anwyay, is it a good thing ? I really don't know. I've got to know a couple of ok friends in smu. But are they really true ? I don't know, really, lets see then ? haa haa, time will tell me..... I don't know, i really want to make some really good friends, really, and i really do love a lot of those friends that i have got to know in these 15/16 weeks of term one. This coming break is a really a much needed one, i have to go into retreat and reflect i guess.

I am really sick of all these things. I am really afraid of making friends, cos no one out there can really take me as who i am truly.., no one. And why do i bother to try so hard? why do i have to be true to them but at the end, no one appreciates it at all., haiz, will it be worth it ?? will it ? Life's short, why can't everyone just treat everyone truly ? And let ppl know who they truly are ?

So ppl out there, should i change to become as fake as the rest or should i just continue to be who i am ? Haiz ...

Nick