Emotions emotions

Have you ever wake up one day and somehow, you just feel that thing's not going to be right for the day.

And that without any particular reason, there's just that hint of saddness, that bit of bitterness creeping out from within, trying to take over ur mind, your thoughts, affecting ur normal-rational self, making u do and say things which you'll normally not do so. You can't think straight and u can't rationalise why are you feeling that way.

All you need is a trigger event

Like looking through the testimonials in ur friendster which makes u miss all of ur friends out there who ya hv kinda lost contact with

or watch an episode of grey's anatomy, and without warning, ur emotions will take over you and open up the flood gates.

U don't know why but somehow, tears will come knocking on ur doors.

You can't understand why but deep within, there'll be this sourness. U might try to reason with yourself and tell urself that nothing's wrong. Why are u crying?? U should be happy! IT's a beautiful day out there etc etc.

Well... but the fact is that, there's this loneliness in you that u can't satisfy. There's this hole within that u can't fill. And once u realise it, emotions will really win the war and the blood that's shed in this war will be the tears that runs down your cheeks.......

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