Shopping Spree over at Lodi's Prime outlets!!

Shopping was really really crazy over at Lodi. Spent so much!! Spent 187.13USD in total! That's like 299.208 Sing Dollars! Almost 300 sing!!I've never spend so much at on go on shopping in my whole 22 years of life manz! Add those that i've spent so far over at Aeropostale etc, i think i would have spent ard 300!!

Anyway, let me give a detailed breakdown of the day's events and happenings. WE're suppose to leave the commons at 930am but we didn't leave like till 1030. Cos both the ppl and the driver were late!! Reached the place, Prime outlets (Lodi) ar ard noon. Have ard 8.5 hours for us to shop ard there. The van that took us there is so packed. There's like 17 of us in that van. So packed!! Only 1/2 of my butt is on the seat for the entire 1.5hr ride there. Crazy. My butt and neck was hurting so much by the time that we reach Lodi Prime outlets.

Started off by just looking around / window shopping. Spent the 1st 2 hours walking ard and having lunch. Didn't buy anything till after lunch when we got to Levis. Spent at least 1.5hrs in levis. Whahahaa. I spent like 70 USD over at LEvis. Crazy. That's more than 100+ Sing dollars! But i think it's worth it. Cos i bought quitea number of stuffs. 3 x boxers, a T-shirt, 1 Pair of jeans and a leather wallet. Really like the stuffs there. Yea, i would have bought more stuffs if i can afford. At least like a few more pairs of Jeans and T-shirts. Reallly worth it. Much much cheaper than those that we can get in singapore.

Anyway, the levis shop is really the shop that kicks off the shopping spree! Went to to Polo, Rue 21, Adidas etc. Spent so much!

Was so tired after a while cos of all the trying of clothes etc. Tired like hundreds of clothes manz! Really crazy. Suppose to take Dave's car and be on the way back at 830pm. But again, he's late by an hour!! REally irritaed. REached back to the commons ard 1140pm.

Gabe etc was already back when we came back. Confirmed with Carol etc about the proposed trip to King's Island as well. WE're planing to go over to King's Island on the 22nd. It's quite a long drive away, so really hope that it'll turn up well.

2 of the Johnny rockets girls from singapore kinda 'resigned' yesterday. They have not officially resigned but they're planning to quit and start travelling the next day!! Power right? Whahaha

nick

Inbalanced again!

I'm currently in the employee recreation centre over at the commons. Feeling rather down now. The reason is cos of something rather stupid.

I went back earlier to my apartment and Gabe was there. I knew that they went over to get a car today, so i asked him how was it. He told me that they have already gotten a car and that the 4 of them: Debbi, yong chang, Carol and him are sharing the car. With that, i kinda got rather unhappy and sad. I know that i shouoldn't be feeling that day but that's the way i'm feeling and there's nothing that i can do about it!

I should feel happy that they have gotten a car cos they wanted it so badly! but on the other hand, i'm not happy about it cos i am not part of it. I wanted to be part of it, but no one really ask me to, so i kinda didn't take initiative to do so. Maybe cos i'm afraid of being rejected or what, but right now, i'm really feeling very sianz!!

The reason as to why i am feeling like this may be because i realise the fact that they will be driving to many other places and going to many other places and that i'll not be able to join them as they already have 4 person pack in the car and that they paid for it! Actually i think we can fit in another person, and i certainly don't mind squeezing at the back of the car, but they do not share the view that i have, they only want 4 persons. It's all my fault from the very first place, cos i didn't take any intiative to tell them that i wanted to get the car with them etc, so i kinda deserve it as well. Damned! Hated to have this kinda feeling. Really hated it!!

Really hated the fact that they'll be going to many places and doing many things together and that i am or rather i'll not be part of it! I really wanna be part of it, cos they are the ppl that i'm kinda closer to! I am not really close to the rest of the ppl, so.......

Shit!! I really don't know what to do for now and how to feel for now manz! Hated this feeling!! REAlly!! Fuck!!! HOpe that i'll be able to get over this asap, if not i'll forsee that someday i'll create some problem for everyone of us and i don't want it to happen. So pls, if there's a god or something like that out there as what alll my friends told me, i pray that i'll get over this asap and pls help me to get over it, i'm feeling so miserable now. Cos i know that i shouldn't be feeling this way but i don't can't really control my feelings!

nick