Packed like Sardines

Something's wrong with the train today

Either Singapore's population is exploding or that everyone's taking the same train as me. It was so packed this morning. Seriously don't understand why. I don't even have something to hold on to untill i reached Dover where all those poly students alighted. Manz.....

I was messaging one of my friend (Keith) on the train and that helps to make me forget about how tired i am standing throughtout the whole journey to school.

I wasn't really very close to this friend of mine. He's a really special friend. I don't know how to describe also, but i really do love him as a friend (sounds damn gay huh? hahhaa), but i hated it when he attitude me and try to be irritating. Why can't my friends just treats me better?

But nevertheless, Bond 59 is still at the top of my priority list. Hahaaa.

But on the other hand, Bond 59 is not really friends to me anymore, they have kinda surpass that level and are like family to me. But still, Keith will never be the friend that i love most cos there's Kiat yang who i love most, no matter what. Dont ask me why, it's just like that, no reason one. And Eugene, don't be jealous, i love u as much! U are my badminton buddy, and Indian Rojak Buddy, so don't ever forget that!

Geez... seems like all the friends that i love are guys huh? whahhaaa. NO girls wanna be my friend what, what can i do? Haiz... Anyone wanna help me on this? Okok, talk enough already. Still having lesson now. Whahha. slack slack.

nick

Overslept!

The room is lit up by the sunlight. Really bright. Something is not right... What is it? Hmmmm...

eh... what was the dream that i had earlier on before i woke up??
What was the last thing that i did last night? What itme did i actually fall asleep?

Oh ya, today's monday. So it means that i have a badminton appointment with Eugene .

Weird... Why haven my favourite Alicia keys ringtone wake me up?? Where's my familiar 'i keep on falling.. in........'. Stretched my lazy body over and search ard for my phone. Yea, found it. Take a look at the time etc and then i was thrown into a mild state of shock!

The time was almost 9am and i'm supposed to meet Eugene over at clementi at 845! Why didin't the alarm goes off? Did i set the wrong time? And isn't eugene to wake me up?

A look at the missed calls shows that Eugene did called, but only once! Can't he just call a few more times?

A few thoughts ran through my mind then.
1. I can ask eugene to wait for me and i'll rush over. I should be able to reach clementi by 930 if i really rush
2. I can call it off n wakes up to do some sch work.
3. I can continue to laz and sleep.

So which alternative did i take? I took the latter, i decided to sleep!

I was shock the second time that i woke up for the day, it was around 2pm i think! OMG! half the day is already gone!

And then again, it's 926pm now, i just came back from a jog (cos since i missed the badminton session, i've got to do something to make up for it yea?). Been sitting in front of the comp for the whole day trying to do all the sch work that have been accumulating since day 1 of school.

But gues what? They pile of shit is still there, i've done nothing for the whole day and no significant effort have been put in to get rid of them. Haiz. ....

And the worst thing is that i'm tired again N i'm going to take a nap no! It's 929pm now, and i'm going to sleep again. ARgh.....

Hope that more work could be done real soon, if not i'll be screwed! Ciao..

rubbish nick

No TIme!!

Look at the never ending list of stuff below and there's only one conclusion that any reasonable and intelligent man can come to. That this guy here is seriously screwed! So many datelines and stuff to do and all have to be done within this coming 4 weeks! Is it even possible?

Well.... we shall see, and i'll post my grades here at the end of the term. And guess what? Non of the items below are done yet! AS in still in the infant stage. Oh manz. Someone pls help me! haa

MPW - OB scholar Presentation
-Employee Climate Survey
-Report Submission
-Final Submission
Corp Reporting - Project Submission
-Presentation
TWC-China Presentation
-Silicon Valley
-Individual Assignment
Company LAw-Presentation and report Submission
Finance-Report submission and presentation

So my advice to people out there who are comtemplating and deliberating to come to SMU. U better think twice, haa haa. BUt i don't think u'll end up with such of long list of unsettled stuff like me, cos i'm one of the slackest person in the whole of SMU! haa haa.

So yea, this is about what i'll be doing for the up and coming weeks of my remaining time of this term. No more social events and no more chatting on msn etc. Gonna work and rush like mad, like as if there's no tomorrow! haahaa. Don't think i'll even have the time to get depressed. Ha.

Go depression! Don't have time for u now! Come back when i have more free time. U can try the DEc holidays, cos i should be free then, no proj overseas CIP proj for me, no internship for me and no date. So yea, i'll have time for u then for some self-pity etc...... For now, pls... leave me!!

nick

Emotions emotions

Have you ever wake up one day and somehow, you just feel that thing's not going to be right for the day.

And that without any particular reason, there's just that hint of saddness, that bit of bitterness creeping out from within, trying to take over ur mind, your thoughts, affecting ur normal-rational self, making u do and say things which you'll normally not do so. You can't think straight and u can't rationalise why are you feeling that way.

All you need is a trigger event

Like looking through the testimonials in ur friendster which makes u miss all of ur friends out there who ya hv kinda lost contact with

or watch an episode of grey's anatomy, and without warning, ur emotions will take over you and open up the flood gates.

U don't know why but somehow, tears will come knocking on ur doors.

You can't understand why but deep within, there'll be this sourness. U might try to reason with yourself and tell urself that nothing's wrong. Why are u crying?? U should be happy! IT's a beautiful day out there etc etc.

Well... but the fact is that, there's this loneliness in you that u can't satisfy. There's this hole within that u can't fill. And once u realise it, emotions will really win the war and the blood that's shed in this war will be the tears that runs down your cheeks.......

depressed nick

Steamboat ---- the attack on the mushroomss!!!

Haven blog for such a long time! Been really slack these days. Guess i'm still kinda trying to get use to life after been away from singapore (i was in the US for 4 months during the summer holidays) for 4 months. I promise that i'll backdate my blog on the days which i've missed out for those of my friends who had been complaining to me that i haven't been updating my blog.

I gathered a 2 of my friends to have steamboat with me this evening. Somewhere near my school, right opposite Shaw. My main objective of the day is to conquer all those mushrooms! Haa haa. I had the craving and desire for those mushrooms for so long! IT's beyond anyone's imaginaton how much i miss them! SEe the whole plate of mushrooms etc. Hmmmm........See the pic below and u'll know how much i love them!
Decided to go for some drinks after dinner. Our Hua jia brought us to the PS cafe, don't ask me where is it, cos i don't know! Still, the place is really good. As in the ambience and all is really not bad at all. But i can't imagine how can anyone get there without driving or taking a cab, cos it's really really ulu!

Our Hua Jie got really upset last night over some family matters. ACtually it's over her MUm and sister. Haiz. I really don't understand as to why can ppl still be so stubborn nowadays n how can someone who'e already 23 or something like that don't even know what's good and bad.

My principle is that why make life so difficult and get upset over certain things that we can't really do much to change or even help? Life's short and i bet everyone will already have enough problems of their own. We should all learn to let things go... Same goes for me. Haa haa.

Nick

Chin Chai's Wedding!!

The bond 59 have been waiting for this day for so long.... OUr long lost brother's Wedding! haahaa

SEe, i'm all hype up about going for his wedding. Kinda guilty that i have to go for the wedding and not join my family for dinner over at AMK and to see my nephew over at my sister-in-law's place. Haiz...

Their wedding photos are really not too bad. Kinda nice actually. See their poster, haa haa, really cute yea? Eventhough i don't really like Tasha, but i have to agree that they does look good in their pictures! haahaa (pray that CC don't see this entry!)Kinda disappointed when we got there. I wasn't the most disappointed, in fact, i think that i am the least affected. We were being assigned to the reserve table. So sad... ... It doesn't really matter to me but we're all kinda sad about it. Cos we guys used to be rather close in the past until..... SO yea, the number 32 is our table number.
NIck