FA Lesson - 300905

FA lesson today. I have being laate for it for a couple of times. So ya, made an effort not to be late today ....!! haa haa , so happy that i was on time, or rather a little early...!! haa haaa ...So happy. And the stupid Michelle is late again ...!! haa haa, as usual..., but ok lar, this time round not as late as last week. SO ya, And as u can see, i took those pics below in class during lesson, so can u guess who's sitting beside me on my left and right ?? haa haa, post me a comment give me an ans ??? ha haa Anwyay i studied with Aaron after sch. I managed to finish my FA stuff, so happy. Cos tat means i dun have to go around and borrow the textbook etc etc liao ma, at least not for the week to come la..!! haa haa. Then i went through a bit of today's lesson with Aaron. Ya. I really don't mind teaching him, but i really don't think that he's really tat bad la, just that he's really not confident of the subject etc.

Anwyay i also managed to steal a shot of my FA Prof...!! haa haa, can see ?? haa, he's really funny la, the way he talks and the way he acted during this lesson. Like a small kid like that. The way he reacted to our whole chain of wrong answers was damn funny..... ........!!!

So bored, went home after Aaron went off to meet his other friends. So i bo bian, go home loh.. haa haa. Slept really late lar, cos i was chatting on msn etc, then Aaron came online and i have to teach him FA...!! haa haa, went through a little bit of past lessons' stuff. so ya, but it was fun...!! haa haa, cos we were chatting online using the 'voice feature'. First time using, so ya, quite fun.

Nick

Potatos Day ....!!!

Today's Thursday ..!! And it's the lesson that i kinda Like most, of should i say hated least ?? Anwyay ya, it's Statistics... Haa, Don't know going to do what for today's lesson also, cos i've already read the slides etc already. And that i've already handed up my Assignment long ago...

Prof gave me back my assignments at the beginning of the lesson. Was rather surprised by that though. Didn't know tat she'll give me back even when there are still pppl in class who have not hand up. Not too bad, at least i did a little bit better than the first assignment.

Anwyay, rather pissed with Aaron, cos he say what ?? Sit together ?? So that i can teach him, then u go and sat at the row behind me la, idiot, then left me all alone sitting in my row with a few strangers. Though i aslo don't really know Aaron that well, but as left i've talked to him b4, unlike ppl like You An who i have not really talk to b4. So boring la, should have just sit with john they all la...

Anway, the stats lesson is really short, cos Prof wanted to do some revision and Q&A for the up-coming mid term test. But ya, ppl are apparently not appreciative as usual. So bad la, i mean. i really felt that she's good lar, as compared to a few other prof who does nothing but to just talk nonsense and creak stupid and not funny joke lar.

And guess who are the ppl that i had lunch with ??? haa haa, i too couldn't believe it ..!! I had lunch with all the potatos man...!! Like Ben, Aaron, Jason, Eugene, You An, Inna, Pat......!!

Damn....!! I can't believe it la.... And i felt really really uncomfortable when eating lar, cos they kept talking about things that i can't relate to at all , as in i totally cannot understand ...!! haa haa, really screwed man....

And i even don't learn my lesson and studied with them...!! but luckily it's not with all of them, if not i'll die cos of the 'over dosage of potatos'...!! haa haa, anyway i don't mean that la, they are really ok ppl , just that a lot of us just kinda belong to different world and that we just can't really connect well. Initially i also don't really like a few of the ppl, but ya, i guess it's ok la.

But ya, i studied with them cos I have to kinda 'teach' someone something, so ya, a promise is a promise. If not i would ahve gone to study with Mei Qi already man, felt damn bad that i felt her alone...Argh ...!!! Why di i do it when i hated ppl to do that to me ?? haa haa, human's are not perfect after all rite ?? haa haa, so meiqi, pls forgive me for what i did to u if u are reading this ...!! haa haa

Anwya ya, that's about it, so i did a few of the FA qns and then it's evening already. Damn tired la, dunno why also. Went home together with Cliff. So ya. And look at the pics below, isn't Yew tee a beautiful place? ? haa haa, i mean, just look at it man ...!! haahaaa.. I have never being on a ferris whell b4, anyone wanna go with me ?? but i no money ..!! haa haa..Haiz......

Nick

LTB Bruce Lee Presentation

Today's my LTB 'A leader i've Known' presentation. Damn it, Have to go sch so early in the money. Haiz . The presentation slides and skit thingy also not really finalised yet, sianz. Really don't think tat we'll do it well.

And it only got worse when JAce , our TA came. Cos she point out a lot of weak points etc in our pressentation and speech. Haiz ....Though all along i know tat our case are not very strong but ya, didn't really point tat out, cos everyone very enthu about Mr Bruce, so i also dun wanna say anything tat might demoralise them. So ya, therefore i felt rather bad about it. Cos i see it coming but chose not to do anything about it. Haiz.. ...
ANyway, think we did quite alrite for our Presentation. Quite fun actually. I haven wear TKD Gee for so long .. haah aa, felt rather fun in it...!! Did my kicks for the presentation ..!!haa haa, not too bad...hee hee

BUt my speech sux la, cos i was rather not prepared. Not really not prepared, it's totally not prepared. Didn't manage to memorize my script at all. Argh .... ......haiz...sianz.....But ya.., what to do, the i also dun really know much abt MR Bruce, so i couldn't say anything during the Q and a...!! Damn it ....!! Shit .... .....

Played a game during lesson also. About how many ppl actually listen. Look at Michelle, so cute ..!! haahaa, look like a mouse ...!! haa haaHad a ''peer apprasial'' thingy during lesson. It's actually a lesson on how to give good comments, remarks etc etc. How it should be informative etc etc. And out of 5 cards, i got 2 of them ...!! Haa haa.. ..

'Loud' Nick

Shun Wei's Birthday

Today is Shun Wei's Bday Celebration. But it was also the end of Smux's Nite Bikee...!! Yea,,, So was kinda worn out man. Slept a few hours than had to wake up...!! Why ?? Cos i have to rush out Shun Wei's Birthday Present...!! I made a 'movie' thingy fir him. It includes all the pics that we had taken as a OG and also included video clips of a few of our OG members. So ya, that's about it...., what to do ? i'm poor ma...haa haa

Actually i was about to give up doing this for him halfway through. Why ?? Cos i was really mad with him. Mad at him for being totally not understanding of my feelings. For being having a really really bad perception of me. Really hurt me deeply. But ya, somehow i still managed to finish what i started out doing. It's his 21st Birthday. He deserve it .....!! And doesn't the fact that he invited me means something ?

I know tat he treats me as a friend. And i really do love him as a friend, just like how i love all my other friends, like Kiat yang, eugene, Bond 59 etc etc. I also value this friendship a lot. That's why i still went for his birthday thingy. But deep down, things will nv be the same.

Anyway back to his birthday...!! Quite fun actually...!! haa haa, cos there are crazy ppl like me around. Like Shireen etc. Haa haa, really brighten up my day. Took lots of pictures. All of them so funny. We have the forever cute wei bo and the super Bitchy Shireen. Damn funny. And also the always serious and proper Kenneth. But of course, lastly, we have the forevey lovely and sweet Christine ...!!! haahaa

One of the Funniest thing that happened for the day is really got me entertained and laughing so hard is shun wei brother's laugh ...!! It's exactly the same as that of Shun wei ...!! So happy when they posed for a picture for me with their that big smile/laugh on ...!! Haa haa haa.

love u all ...!!

nick

SMUX Nite Bike - 240905

The much dreaded day had finally arrived ..!!! You could allready guess what it is by reading the title of this entry...!! It's the Smux Night Bike ..!! Haa haaa haa...., it's much dreaded cos i have not really cycle for like yearS ? I am totally lousy at it la....!! haahaaa, my only worry is that i'll fall, so ya...!!

Anyway, i was late for the Nite Bike. For around half an hour ?? But everyone's late la, so ya...!! Haa haa, but the worst person is LYNNETTE...!! She was late for 2 hours la...!! Damn late...haa haa. We are in Grp 8, our GL is Vivian and Qi han..!! Haa haa, Vivian is in Kayaking also ...!! haa haa. I took a pic with her daring Alvin too...(ops).. haa haa

The First stop is over at Geylang. Rather funny la, they even had a Tour guide to bring/show us around. Damn weird loh. I don't even find it fun la ...., it's so boring loh, not as if nv see b4. The weird thing is that the girls seems much more interested than the guys...!! Haa haa.. ..., The only good thing about Geylang is the supper over at 'You Tian Da Wang'. Kinda hungry then, had quite a good meal there. Ate so much.

The Next stop is over at Esplanade. played some stupid games. Then we were forced to eat some shitty stuff...!! Some squashed bananaz and Papaya...Urgh...!! Taste ok, but it really smelled damn bad la, really smelly, like some rotten stuff ..!!Off to SMU's old campus. And damn it la, it rained damn heavily half way through. Argh ...!!! Got all wet , as in really wet, dripping wet lar !! Sianz... Luckily my Camera didn't get wet, if not then i'll be damn sad loh . See how wet we are at the pic below..!! Argh...But it's not too bad a thing also, cos it washes away all the dirt and sweat..!!
The next Supper stop is over at Upper Bukit Timah...!! Haa haa, ate pratas etc...!! I ordered 3 of them, but they are rather lousy..!! Haa haa, not hot and not really nice lar..!! The curry also like tasteless like tat. Chey, dunno why they so famous also lar..!! Haa haa, really don't understand. Rather full after that too la...!! Haa haa, i even ate a chocolate bar before eatting those pratas loh...!! Hee hee hee
The best and most exciting part of the journey came after the supper over at bukit timah. It's the famous South Buona Vista Road (99wan) followed by up Kent Ridge Park. Honestly, i am a little bit afraid that i might fall while on the south buona vista rd, cos the road's so slippery and that there's so many bends lar...!! Haahaa, luckily nothing happened..!! Haa haaa haaa Kent Ridge is the last stop...!! So finally we had come to the end of the Nite Bike..>!! Haa haa....what a blessing..!! haah aa, rather tired by then, not mainly cos of the cycling, but more due to the fact that i don't have enough sleep...!! Haa haa, really sleepy man, my eyes kinda refused to open anymore..!! ha haa, look at all the Shag faces of my group members below....!! haa haa haaWe Left the place around 7+ 8 on Sunday. Damn it. They asked us to wait for so long before dismissing us..!! Anyway below is the last pic tht we took ...!! Haa haa haa, so funny la, everyone's so tired but then still, everyone had to force themselves to smile and post for the pic below before going back loh...!! haa haa haaYea yea yea, that's the end loh .... ...!! Nothing more liao ...!! haa haa haa. Buai ...!!

nick

LTB Mtg on a SAT ...!!!!!

Today's Saturday, and damn it la ..!! I had to go to school still ...!! For LTB meeting, argh ...!!!!! Really sucky la, hv being going to sch for 2 consecutive Saturday. But ok la...!! I had Mooncakes for Breakfast ..haa haa haa , mum forced me to bring it to sch, so ya, i dun have a choice..!!haa haa

ANyway the meeeting wasn't very good..., not really much progress ..!! Especially on my part, cos i really don't know much about the topic that we are presenting on, so ya, felt kinda bad about it la, cos i like a slacker like that. But ya, i still had fun la, cos i took pics with Jia Ling and Eric haa haa... And i got a Mild shocked in sch somewhere near the Kopitiam's Stairs. Cos they have this exhibit there that are kinda freaky la.... see the pic and you'll know..!! haa haa. And the worst thing is that i have to go for the SMUX's Night Bike in the evening, 630pm at East Coast..!! So i was kinda caught in a fix, don't know as to whether i should go home or jus hang around then go to East coast. but ya, i decided to go home and sleep for a while b4 going for night bike.

nick

Aaron... ....

Got to know one more guy from my class. He's none other than Aaron. A rather nice guy i feel. Though he seems to keep to himself most of the time in class, but he also say things when he feel that there's a point to be made.

How i got to know him is really funny and weird ..!! Haa haaa, cos i was kinda bored during my FA lesson that day. And i realised that there's a whole lot of ppl sitting right opposite me that i hardly know...!! Even though we had the exact timetable, i really don't kknow them ...!! Though i see them during all my lessons, but we really hardly talk to one another ...!!

Life's like this all the while isn't it ?? ?? Why do ppl have to keep to themselves and not just reach out and to the person close by ?? Who knows ?? maybe one of them around could have been a really good friend ?? But of course all this could only take place if either one of us initiate. Right ?? Anyway, the point is that i made a pt to at least try to know everyone in my class. Or rather, to know everyone that have roughly the same timetable as me.

Therefore i gathered all my courage and sent a mail to a few of the guys, like Aaron, ben, Youan, and Pat .... Really glad tht most of them replied...haa haa, At least i that meant that i'm not some kinda freak rite ?? Haa haa, and you all out there reading mus be thinking 'why did i only sent to the guys' rite ?? That's cos there's so little girls in our FA class. And that almost all of the girls in our FA class are already in my FA grp...., so ya ....!! haa haa

Anyway, i managed to 'met' Aaron onlinee for the night and really had a good chat with him. I don't know why. Really comfortable talking to him. don't know why, maybe i feel that he's someone who i can trust ?? haahaa, but what do i know from talking to a person for the first time ?? But anyway, my philosophy in life is to trust ppl unless they prove that they are not worth my trust,

But 1 thing that i realised is that he doesn't seem to trust ppl very much and that he tends to hide and 'protect' himself. Hope that he'll be happier someday...!! Maybe tomorrow ...!! haa haa

nick

FA Quiz , Bond 59 Steamboat Buffet..!!

FA Lesson today ..!! Damn it.. I didn't make it for last week's lesson, reason's simple, cos i overslept...!! And guess what ? I overslept again this morning...!! Think there's just some problem with my Alarm Clock la. Look so cute (see pic) but useless. Always disappoint me..!! Haa haa ,..... Think giving to Gurung Guni soon man...!!

Anwaym I kinda didn't listen to FA lesson today, cos everything like nonsense like that, cannot even understand what the prof talking about la, also i think it's partly due to the fact that i've kinda read up a little of it in the text liao , so i ya ya papaya ma, dun wanna listen..!! ha haa

Anyway, we had a FA test today in the afternoon, like around 3pm, so ya, have to waste time slacking around and also try to study a little. But ya, didn't manage to study much . All thanks to Michelle ...!! Damn it.. Cos she dun wanna study then use my lappy and play those chinese songs. So ya, so a lot of u might know, i cannot resist the temptation to sing, so it became a KTV session man ..!! haa haa

SO in the end, we end up with a few grps of ppl. They are the muggers, the sleepy ppl (like Christine) and also those KTVing ppl like me ...!! haa haa

Meet up with Hui yee they all for Dinner over at AMK again ,...!! Over at the Steamboat thingy ..!! haah aa.....Frankly specking, i dun really like to eat ther... Food also not nice, then will eat till very sianzzzzzzzzzzz one.

.... So ya.... But ya, had quite a interesting and fufilling conversation. A rather serious one, one that we had never really taken on b4, so ya, kinda like it, at least we also can talk about serious stuffs and not only talk rubbish rite ?? haa haa So ya...then it's back to MSN after i reach home...So freaking tired now, so i'm going to sleep liao ...!!

I've had enough ..!!!

WHat's friendship all about ??

Why can't ppl take me for who i am and what i am ??
Do i really have to hide the true me and go behind a mask for ppl to really accept me ??
Then the next question is tat is it really me that they wanna know ?

What is wrong with being letting ppl see the real U right from the beginning ? Isn't it better than to know a hypocrite who seems so good in the beginning but turns out to be like shit in the end ?Damn it...!! What's wrong with ppl nowadays ?

What's wrong with the mindset of ppl in this World ?? Why can't Guys be emotional etc etc ? why Cant guys be expressive of how they feels ? Why must Guys bottled up all their feeling and care about their Ego etc etc ???

Is it my Problem ? Should i just Isolate myself from everyone and just don't make anymore new friends?? Had i really done wrong to love all my friends so much ?? Think i should just stop loving everyone....!! What do i get in return ?Ppl get turn off when i'm who i am, ppl are not even interested in having me as their friend.

I always do so much for what ?? It's the same in the past and for now etc. But what is it for ? It's for ppl to take me for granted ...!! Wht do i gain ? I dun mind if i dun gain anythng, but at least treat me fairly..!! Not taking me for Granted... Or even worse, un-appreciative of what i had done for them...!!

What prompted me to write all these ? COs after so many years, i think that i have to come to terms with myself that not everyone can take me for who i am. There are some out there that can really take me for who i am (like my Bond 59; BSS ppl; Army ppl etc etc) but ya, i have to realise that i cannot make everyone happy and certainly not going to make ppl happy by putting on a mask...!!

SO ya, I officially say that i give up ....!! SO u basterd out there ...!! If you don't want me as your friend then tell me straight in the face. I may Kao pei or even cry about it, but it'll be over, for both u and me...!! And life will goes on. The world won't stop spinning for one person or any other thing, and my world will not as well..!! So Bring it on and let me know ... ......Fuck all the formalities and all the manners, just tell me...!! I've had enough......!!!


nick

Freaking bored , today's a Wednesday and I'm stuck at home doing nothing ...!!!
Tried a little of the Tu Pit Financial Accounting thingy, damn it, so Dry...!! think Singapore will experience a drought if everyone is to study FA ...!! haa haa, okok, not funny rite ?? haa haa. Look at the stupid book , the cover also so sian loh, no thing but a stupid Fossil watch, dunno how much Fossil sponsor them man...!! haa haa

Damn sian, wanna go swim actually, but i think the tu pit heaven know that i studing FA la, then they Kan Jiong that scarely singapore really have drought, so they threaten me with all those dark clouds loh...!! haa haa, they also pro govt one la, so they wanna solve the damn water issue for us....!! haah aa, what's the big deal man ? jus buy from our 'friendly' neighbours la....., so cheap somemore, not as if we cannot afford ma... waste so much time etc on the desalination plant and the 'shit' water...!! haiz ....... as if those uncle aunties ah beng ah lian outside there at hawker centers and Orchard road care....chey....

Going for tuition later. Have to teach Maths again. Hope that i'll have a better day teaching ...... Kanna stun the other day man, my Kid kanna nosebleed halfway when doing the question that i gave him. Scare the shit hell out of me man, suddenly got blood loh...haa haa. Think he too stressed liao loh..haiz .....see, the society today so ma fan, have to study and study , mug and mug, damn it. Really hated it. U get a degree go out also do nothing one. I should have Signed on that time when i could ..!! then i can drive my own car around and no need to work at sentosa or give tuition liao loh....haa haa...!! And can eat my favourite Cartel everyday man ...!! haa haa

Argh.....sian liao, dun wanna talk anymore...!! Ciao ...!!!

nick

CSP Proposal Presentation and Keith's Bday Party...!!

Damn....!!! Guess what? Today is Saturday and i have to go to school for some tu-pit Leadership and teambuilding (LTB) lesson. Have to give a project proposal Presentation....!! Hated it. I was the one in-charge of the stupid proposal presentation, and it kinda took up most of my free time for the week....!! Damn it once again. haa haa haaa... Luckily i am not going to present, hahaha.....so that's one plus point for being the in-charge isn't it ?? hahahaaa

Met earlier in sch for a final run through. Not too bad, just nice, hit the 8 mins right on the last sec. Anwyay i brough my camera today ...!! hahahaa., took so many pics. With my LTB Grp,

with Michelle and also with many others.....!! Haa haa, even helped ppl take pics for their grps and friends, hahahaha

My grp was the first grp to present, so ya, guess the ppl haven really warm up their engine, that's why we didn't really kanna a lot of questions etc etc. ya, think our grp did a rather fine job, so ya. Those presentations after us was really War man...!! hahahaha, Questions were like flying all around and trying to kill one another...!! Wow, but welcome to SMU ...!! hahahaha......Really happy that my grp was the first..!! haa haa haa

I wass so bored during the presentation that i took pictures of my own Eye...!! Haa haa...nice not ?? hee hee hee, someone told me that i llook kinda scary etc...haahaaa

Went for Keith's birthday party during the evening. haa haa, It's damn freaking far la, over at pasir ris's aloha loyang loh.....!! hhaaa......Luckily i managed to hitch a ride from Desmond. Fang yeow also. But Des was late, so Fang and me waited for like 45 mins over at Outram mrt's bustop...!!!Damn it. Luckily there;s Fang yeow with me, so ya, i'm happy enough tat he's with me...!! Even took a few pictures with him....

A few of Plt 3 guys went for Keith's bday, so ya, rather happy to see all of them. I was so freaking bored over there that i took a pic with each and everyone of the Echo guys...!! haa haa, as if it's my birthday like that. But ya, really happpy to see all of them again. And it made me kinda sad that we all used to be so close to one another but now ????haiz ........

ANyway, Spencer gave me a ride to city hall then i take train back. It was the last train. And damn it i don't know that. And worse of all, i fall asleep and missed the jurong east interchange. Thus i had to take a cab from lakeside back home. Damn it. Waste my money....!! I'm so poor...!!!hahaha