Shao Jun's Bday Celebration

Shao Jun's birthday celebration today ..!! Haa, haven seen all my primary friends for so long. Everyone's busy with work etc i guess. Damn it, even i am caught up with all the stupid SMU sch stuff. Damn it. Cannot take it liao. Everything coming due etc. Argh ... .... ....!!! It's so damn hot over at her place..!! Look at all the pics, i'm sweating like a pig !! Argh ..... It's like a suana man....

Mugging in Sch - Cliff's Birthday

LTB Lesson - Cliff's Bday

Today's LTB lesson. Went to buy cake with Jia Ling over at PS. Intended to buy a cake from secret recipe, but damn it, their cake ran out .. ...!!! Sian ...., i missed the chance to eat my chocolate cake. haiz. .... Went to carrefour and to Breadtalk etc etc etc. Ended up buying a Mango cake from Breadtalk..!! Look at the pic below. Actually i find it quite sucky. Haa haa. Actually it looks quite ok in the pic below. But in actualy fact, the cake is a disaster ...!! Haa haa. Look at Cliff below ...... ......!!! So happy ..., Haa haa haa, Making his wish down there. Look at my LTB grp down there ...!! So Bonded ...!! haa haa haa... We are going to score for LTb ..!! Haa haa haa

Poor Cliff, kanna squashed by all of the ppl...!! Look, he's right at below ... ......So poor thing. Haa haa. anyway ya, thank god that he dun mind us buying him such a small cake ...!! Haa ha
Nick

Mum's Bday ...!!

Mum's Birthday .. ...!! Haa haa, bought a cake from secret recipe ...!! Chocolate Banana. Damn cheap ...!! Haa haa haa, cos they are offering 50% discount for all their cakes for their 5th anniversary ..!! Haa, so happy that Xp and me stumbled upon it by chance...!!Haa haa haa.Xp and Mum below....!! Haaa, so funny, what a plain cake... there's no design or patterns etc on it. Below is Bro and me ...!! Haa haa haa, the pics are all spoiled by stupid mirror, the stupid reflection. Sianz.....

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Bee Hong's Bday Celebration..

Bee Hong's Bday celebration today ...!! haven seen them for so long...., it had being ages since i've last seen Wendy they all. Couldn't find our way there initially, got lost a little, missed our stop that we are supposed to alight at...Damn it....!! Then had to walk so far....!! Look at the the cake below ...!! So cute ....!! Haahaa, so many colours, like little kid like that loh... haa haa


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FA Presentation

Today's my FA's presentation ....!! Haaa, rather nervous about it. Cos i didn't really rehearse for it. didn't ven go through it once.so ya, totally not prepared at all. So bad. Then not very confident od the answers for a few questions also. Thought they are not my questions, but ya. Still my group ma.

Even have to go school early in the morning. Summoned by Christine. So no choice. Have to go early, cos she wanna clear some doubts and also practise her presentation. Damn. Even have to buy coffee and tea for them. So bad.

Got a shock of my life before the lesson starts. Jason told us that another grp of ppl in our class came for lesson saying that they are the ones who's supposed to present today. They too came prepared....!! Damn......., i was so scared that my grp might be the grp who's got it all wrong then everyone's efforts wwould have being wasted. Damn.

So ya, didn't really pay much attention to the day's lesson at all. Rather disturbed with the fact that we might bit be the one presenting that day. But nevertheless, i still took a lot of pictures that day. And it happens so that Mitch and me both brought toes socks...!! look below. So cute. ..1! And look at all those stupid pics taken with my Grp members during the break....!!


Look at Christine...!! So fierce ..., Beating me with the pointer that i brought for the presentation ...!! Haa haa haa..
Anyway, Went for the SMU's Sports Fiesta...!! So stupid. not really fun. But ya, not too bad, quite relaxing...!! haa haa, Even got a free t-shirt. So ya, i udn mind....Studied with Aaron after wasting the afternoon over at the Sports Fiesta thingy. I did a little of the stats homework and went thrrough those FA assignments questions with Aaron. Really wanna do my part to help him. Even though i am not really that good, but ya, i still really wanna help him. Don't like to see my friends not doing well for their studies when i could be my part to help. But thta idiot, ask him to study then he dare to sleep...!! haa haaa, think he's really worn out...!! So ya....haa haa
But i was kinda sad tat Aaron dun wanna accompany me for dinner etc then go to meet his friends. As usual. Sianz. Luckily for me, i managed to get Yin Zhu down to school to accompany me. We supposed to watch DVDS. But my lousy Lappy cannot play it. So ya, we ended up playing some web games. And had our dinner. We bought lotsa food from Macs. Damn full and satisfied....!! And this is the first time for me to stay till so late in sch. Haa haaa. Not too bad, qquite fun, don't mind doing it more often.Haa haa

Nick

LTB - Went Trek

Went Trek to source for funding today. Haiz...Early in the morning have to leave home. Cos the company's over at Loyang, therefore have to meet Nyan they all over at Tampines. Meet them 11am over at Tampines' Mac. Damn. Then so "MaFan" some more, have to dress formal etc. Damn it. Seriously. Couldn't fit a nice shirt at all, have to make do with the old shirt that i have. Have to wear a tie even. Damn....Haa haa, but ok la, haven really dress so formal before, so quite fun too...!! Haa haaa. Took a few pictures before going up to the company. So funny, we rehearse at the ground floor before going up to the Coy.The person that 'entertain' us that day when we went down to trek is Mr M.K. A really nice person. Very real and true. Though that might not be the real him, but i like that personality. Hope that it's the real him, though it doesn't really matter much to me. Went for LTB lesson right after the Meeting with Trek. Haiz ... Didn't get any money, we are supposed to 'earn' our own money. But i find that really a good way. It does not spoon feed us and gives us some experience, but we don't have much time already ... ..!!! Haiz haiz haiz....Took a few pictures during LTB lesson. Look at Daniel below, so gayish...!! Haa haaAnyway, Aaron wasn't feeling very well on that day. Don't know why. He said that he had a headache etc, guess he's having too much things in his head etc. Really hope that i can share his pain and worries with him at times, but he have to allow me to ...!! Haiz, hope that with time he'll open up to me and trust me.

nick

May's Birthday

Went to work at Sentosa this morning..!! Have not been going to work for some time. G2 today. So i had to wake up damn early in the morning..!! Slept at like 3am but have to wake up by 530 ..!! Argh ......, realy really tired man.... But what to do ? i'm poor, so suck thumb loh.

Today's May's birthday Party. ..!! Haa haa, so i had to rush down after work. Reached rather early too... .haa haa, damn. So funny, cos there isn;t really anyone that i know . No one to talk to etc....so weird. She worn a Pink dress somemore la...!! Act cute...!! haa haa, but okk la, at least better than what she worn when going for my Social night during OCS. Haa haa

Not too bad loh, still have KTV one her party... HAA haa, i sang a song for her. Haa, think her BF a little unhappy about that ...!! Haa haa...... See, i'm so engrossed in singing the song to her....haa haa. So pai se, the whole room looking at the both of us, no wonder her BF got mad.A few other SRJC ppl are there as well. Those librarians...!! Haa haa, haven seen them since we all left SRJC loh, so ya, kinda funny to see all of them again, felt like strangers but not so foreign as well... haa haa, dunno what i'm talking about also.

Nick

Kayaking BBQ

Today's Kayaking Team's Gathering. Going to Alvin's place for BBQ ...!! I can have my favourite Marshmallow.. ......!!! Hee hee, so happy, haven eat them for so long ...!!! Met Vivian they all 530pm at Bishan mrt to buy things. Hee hee...... Look at the pic below,....!! So many ppl went for the BBQ ..!! ANd there's damn a lot of food man ..., couldn't finish at all. We even have 2 cakes ...!! Damn nice....haa haa, super duper full la... haa haa ..... Not bad la, at least i have some friends in SMU rite ?? Haa haa Anyway they brought up the topic of whether should /kayaking team stay in SMux or going into SSU. Most of us chosed to remain in SMUx. That's also what i decided. Cos i am more into leisure kayaking and also fun and exxpedition. Not really into those stupid competition..!! Waste time etc, so what if u win the competition ?? What do u take away from all those after your 4 years in SMU ?? Haiz ....

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Kayaking, Sianz...Dying...!!!

Argh ... ....., went kayaking with SMU ppl today. Damn it. Supposed to be there at 1000hrs, but we didn't kayak till after lunch. Like around 2 ?? Haiz...Shouldn't have gone there so freaking early. Haiz haiz.... Then woke up with a sorethroat somemore. Damn it. Hurts like hell.

Didn't feel well for the whole day. Had a fever coming up. Damn it. Argh .... .....!!! Anyway really hated it la, cannot enjoy myself during the whole kayaking session. Argh..Spent so much money today man. The dinner cost like 21 dollars ?? haiz...At swensens. Didn't really enjoy then food though. Haiz, maybe cos i'm sick.... haiz...Should have gone to Cartel instead. Haiz .....

GOing to sleep now. Sianz.... Have Comms meeting tomorrow. Haven done anything for it. Sian. Felt that i kinda let my group mates down lar...., sian sian sian.......Nite nite

nick

What am i doing.

In sch now, damn sian, haiz. What am i doing here ?? Getting damn sick of my current life. So boring...!! What have i being doing nowadays ?? Argh... .... .....

Being talking to ppl nowadays. What do i really want in life ? My life's so vauge, so aimless . There's no goal, no nothing, really, cannot take it. What do i really want ?? I'm like wasting my life away as every second every minute passes. I'm in SMU now, is that what i really wanted ? what do i want to achieve here ? Haiz, i'm more of like going through a motion.

I don't really hate SMU, just that ....argh.....i dunno...!! Damn, what am i writing in here man. I'm just really sian and all that ..., as usual. Kinda depressed again, what should i do man ?? why is it always like this ?

Wanna go out and i always can't find ppl to go out with me, then wanna have dinner also cannot find anyone to have dinner with me, damn it.Now i'm in sch, it's like 542pm, and i can't find anyone to eat with me lar, those studing with me also not interested. Damn. Argh.....fuck it, seriously, i hate myself, why am i like this ?? Why why why ?? ARgh....!! I wana be Christopher in the 'curious incident of the dog in the night time." Then i'll feel nothing when i'm all alone. I'll even be happy that i'm alone and tht no one is going to with me. Haiz....

KTV With Robin..!!

So bored today..!! It's my free day and i'm stuck at home ...!! Luckily i am smart enough to to jio Robin to go KTV with me..!! haa haa... ...., so my day wasn't that bad, cos i get to go KTV ...!!Haa, haven go for so damn long la, so happy..., and it's not toally cos that i'm going to sing, it's also cos that i can get to meet Robin...haa haa, haven seen him for so damn long la....Anyway, i was really tired after singing for a while. Tired as in want to sleep, not cos of singing..!! think it could be cos of my Contact lense too, made my eyes really tired, kept wanting to close etc..haa haa, and i have stats test on Thursday but yet to touch them at all.!! Look at my face below, does it look shag ?? haa haa

Nick

Baby Nephew...!!

Jamie (sister in law) came back today ... haa haa, look at my baby nephew below..!! so cute ...., he is so irritating when he's hungry, cos he dun give advance warning and just kept crying and crying till we give the milk to him...!! Feel like telling him that it needs time to prepare the milk . ... .....!!! haa haa haa,, But he;s really cute la, so i forgive him. Haa.
Look at him...!! He's as dark as me..!! Haa haa, loook at the way he sleep. Right after he finish the milk loh, so lazy...!! haiz haiz... haahaaaa Stop staring at me ..!! Look at me as if i owe him money loh....haaa haaa
Nick

Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night time

Today's Comms lesson, Sianz....., have to listen to the 'not-so-funny jokes' by someone in my class..!! Argh...., cannot take it liao loh, that idiot kept saying the same things every lesson la....haa haa, really feel like slapping him man...!! Haa haa. Look at michelle below, so slack la, she presenting then wear till like that loh....., haa haaa, but she'll not get too lousy marks one, cos she's a girl and that she wore a short skirt.... .....!!! Haa haa haa..., anyway the cap nice rite? haa, It's michelle's, not bad rite ? Haiz, i should have buy it the other time when i was in Thailand, damn cheap loh.... Managed to finish reading a book today " the curius incident of the dog in the night-time." Not too bad, it's rather interesting actually. Actually i kinda envy the Christopher on certain things. How good it would be to be self sufficient(dependent), i can never do that. What i mean is that he can go on with life without caring about what others cares about him and what he cares about others, and also he is perfectly alrite being alone. Though that might seemed damn sad, but he's happy being the way he is, that's what i envy about him. I really cannot do that and most often than not i'm not really happy. Though i might be all laughteres and smiles all the time, but am i really happy deep inside ? Does anyone even cares ? I don't think so. haiz.

I was really touched by the last part of the book. The part whereby Chris's dad kept trying to gain back the trust of his son and even sat outside his room hoping that he'll talk to him. Really touched.

Commissioning Parade...!!

Woke up really late today .., around 3pm...!! haa haa, damn tired la, if not cos i have to go out i think i'll continue sleeping la. Going for a couple of friend's commissioning parade. Ya lor...!! Back to safti .. ...!! Haa haa, haven being there for so long lar..... So ya, not too bad, kinda looking forward to it. I actually got 5 friends commissioning today. Haa haa, quite a lot yeah ??

Met Zhong they all over at Jurong point. Borrowed my bro's Van, so that i don't need to walk up the stupid slope and walk in etc. So far la, sian.

Ran into a couple of ppl when i reach OCS. Like Raymond, Jitson, Tian Chye, Wei Shun, Donovan, De Neng Sebastian and Amos. I even saw a few of my Pri sch friends, Desmond and Hui Shan. The parade was not very nice, haa haaa, maybe cos i have seen better ones, haa haa, cos their cohort is rather small. Very little ppl only , so ya loh.

Managed to find only 3 of my friends that's commissioning today. Really no time. So ya lor, no choise loh....haiz

I managed to find Alfie (above) , yu Fa and Guo Xing only...!! haa haa.. ...

Nick